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About Me Member Deviously Annoying loveisforhumansnotme18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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empty paintingsPaper mache my heart so that when it rains down colors I might melt into them unlike this gray text filled newspaper I’m used to.  I want to know how it feels to be hot pink on a bright spring day were I might run into the sun.  Unlike the black text that remains filling memories I can’t make out leaving dark circles in the vastness of the gray that surrounds me.  I want to feel a Rainbow in my chest so loud it just might burst out leaving painted foot prints on the floor around me.  I can feel the sound of paint dripping down into my chest and I’m not sure I feel the same.  How can I console this empty empty paintings
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untill death do we partIt hurts so much to see u crying.  I wanna carve my tear ducts out so you can see what it looks like when I cry,  
so you can know that you dying is breaking me apart  The talk of u disappearing makes my stumic churn,  I can hear the screeching of my internal chalkboard blaring as loud as possible trying to block out the words your trying to say.  I don't want to deal with this life any longer.  Sometimes i just want to scream because you don't know how it feels to see everyone around you dieing.  When my world is turning upside down because i don't know who to hang on to and who to let go of because i don't untill death do we part
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becouse nikki makes me writeThe sound of the raping rain sends me into Chinese torture.  
 
 
 
The drip splash, drip splash, drip splash.   
 
 
Oh my fucking god this had better stop or I will give into my  primal instincts and scream.   
 
 
The roar will be so thunderous that the lions in the Serengeti  will hear me and join in on my cry for freedom.  
 
 
 
The bells at notera dom will sound sending the signals to  the yodelers in deutshland  
 
 
 
The waves would crash against the shores of ....Tripoli....  like symbols to notes.   
&n becouse nikki makes me write
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gumdo by moonlight
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Devious Journal Entry

Sun Sep 20, 2009, 4:29 PM
its the beating is in the back of my mind that's driving me insane
searing my blood from the inside of my veins
i want retribution in this revolution of dreamers
What is the purposes of all this pain that is inflicted upon me
its the resolution of your fear of being alone
let me raise my fist in the light and scream contempt
but only to be denied promises once made in kindness
only rot by anger and destitution
but the ending isn't what you wanted anyway
its the now and this very moment watching me scream for help as you jab the knife deeper into my already ripped up insides
your the sadist in the descant of broken hopes
tear the wings from my shoulders and watch me bleed
ill close my eyes and refuse to scream
you cant win that easily

w/e i was just upset and i decided to write and this is the result

i dono if i even want to do deviant art anymore
no one talks to me or likes my work and im not important
just like how my life is right now
not important to chris or appa im not needed

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  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: the sound of my heart breaking
  • Reading: what i wrote and thinking about how im sad
  • Watching: stupid ravens
  • Playing: not manopoly
  • Eating: i wish i hadnt eaten i want to starve myself
  • Drinking: nothing anymore

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: in delta pa aka nothing land
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XD heh heh this question makes me feel awackward
  • Print preference: the kind that comes outa my printer
  • Interests: haidong gumdo, taekwondo, writeing and reading and art fun
  • Favourite movie: last samurai, boondock saits,howl's moving castal, V-for vendeta, but wait theres more!
  • Favourite band or musician: omg way to many to put up
  • Favourite genre of music: anything i can dance too
  • Favourite artist: genna (my lauire) sometimes myself but thats really rare
  • Favourite poet or writer: nikki and myself
  • Favourite photographer: anyone not takeing photos of me
  • Favourite style of art: anime, manga, everything that i dont do lol
  • Operating System: my labtop it sucks
  • MP3 player of choice: the one i bought at walgreens
  • Shell of choice: the ones from the ocean
  • Wallpaper of choice: all black
  • Skin of choice: well i would have to go with my own skin becouse with out it i wouldnt be me
  • Favourite game: that game called slap its so much fun!
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and Xbox, my sp,and my labtop
  • Favourite cartoon character: HIEI!!!,
  • Personal Quote: Thinks there is no aphrodisiac better than killing Nazis
  • Tools of the Trade: FIRE IS HOT SO DONT FUCKIN TOUCH IT

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:iconmogorisempai:
~MogoriSempai Sep 20, 2009, 4:38:04 PM
Thanks for the fav

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I'll kill you.

I'll kill you dead.

Like with a rock or something.
:icon00alisa00:
=00alisa00 Jun 14, 2009, 10:19:58 PM
Thank you for the :+fav:! :hug:

:iconfurryglompplz::iconsquidplz::iconfurryglompplz:
:iconloveisforhumansnotme:
~loveisforhumansnotme Jul 27, 2009, 8:45:29 AM
np :hug: ^^

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"You should have learned by now this is a kill or be killed world; if you're too weak to help yourself- you deserve to fall."-Hiei and -Hiei-Minamino-17
:iconhamoody516:
~hamoody516 Apr 3, 2009, 2:41:26 AM
if u get time read out some of my
litreture works
plzzzzzzz
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~loveisforhumansnotme Jun 10, 2009, 4:33:42 PM
i sure will

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"You should have learned by now this is a kill or be killed world; if you're too weak to help yourself- you deserve to fall."-Hiei and -Hiei-Minamino-17
:iconmataime:
*Mataime Mar 20, 2009, 1:18:02 PM
You have a wonderfully well-rounded gallery here.

Another YYH fan? Pleasure to meet you!

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I like manga Mukuro, not anime Mukuro... :/
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Enthusiastic Hiei cosplayer.

Proud Kuwabara fan. <3
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Quality commissions for cheap! See my journal for details!
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~loveisforhumansnotme Jun 10, 2009, 4:35:27 PM
nice to meet u too

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"You should have learned by now this is a kill or be killed world; if you're too weak to help yourself- you deserve to fall."-Hiei and -Hiei-Minamino-17
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=ItazuraButterfly Mar 9, 2009, 7:59:07 PM
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII KAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

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Steal my art and I'll stab your eyes out with used tampons. Kthnxbai. :heart:
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~loveisforhumansnotme Mar 12, 2009, 8:35:23 AM
i miss u how is u

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"You should have learned by now this is a kill or be killed world; if you're too weak to help yourself- you deserve to fall."-Hiei and -Hiei-Minamino-17
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